Saturday, April 22, 2006

:: i don't understand. i really don't. ::

is not that i wanna hate her..
at first i don't really hate her.
i still treat her as a friend..
as in not those close one
but of bu tong peng you.

but guess what yee wen told me??
she is trying to make me FRIENDless.
for whatever reason.. and when i heard
this.. it threatens me.. THREATEN..
i'm afraid to lose friends. i'm afraid of
being alone.. WHAT SHE WANT?

she made me lived in those kind of fears.
i would never ever forgive that..
and not just that.. she pretended to
help me. PRETEND. get it..
i had enough of her since then..
this pretending is getting on my nerve
and this made me hate her to the core.

and in school. things are just of getting
worse.. she act as if she was sort of
mastermind in something..
and came and tell me things
that i have to solve myself..
that face, that attitude..
I WILL NEVER FORGET.

and now i bear a grudge on her.
there are still lots to know.
but i don't think you need to know.
i hope u understand how i feel.
is not that i wanna do this..

.i want to go back to where we met at 4:42 PM .

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